Sunday, September 04, 2005
sunday...yet the sun isn't shinning on me :p
gah.
sunday.
yet again.
im still tired.
from last night's fellowship party.
i think i drank too much wine ><
when i got home, i forced myself to do my filipino assignment.
so that i'd be free.
today.
but alas.
i still have to do research on "The Tiger" poem.
dang interpretations.
i don't wanna go to school.
i don't wanna interpret poetry anymore.
i don't wanna make a fool out of my freakin' self anymore.
yet i can't escape humiliation.
it has always been a part of my life.
i still read the post below the "G.R.A.D.E.S." post on this blog.
reminds me at times on how worthless i am to the world.
reminds me that i can never escape guilt.
but encourages me not to be so affected by it either.
i still am saving for that darn electric guitar.
how i longed for one.
how i craved for one.
hoping upon it removes the itch beneath my skin.
someday i'll have it.
before i leave this cruel place.
.:signing out:.
The Evil One blogged at 2:16 PM